Four years old the wiser

Dearest Micro,

For some reason today when I look at you, the soft round edges of your face are becoming more angular, your hands are not as pudgy as they were before, I don't see too many baby hairs, and the chubbiness in your cheeks are beginning to slowly disappear. When did you go from being a toddler to being a little big boy? Does time really move that fast? Have I been so caught up with the little nuances of everyday life, that your seemingly baby features are now maturing to more angular ones?

I can't ever explain to you how much you've changed my life. I never would have imagined my conversations would revolve around how many poopy diapers I changed that day (and what kind), that the milestone which warms my heart the most to date for me as a mom, was hearing you say "Mama" for the first time, and realizing what real sacrifice and unconditional love is. 

You, my beautiful little boy, is growing up too quickly. Our conversations have gone from mumbled baby talk to lengthy conversations about dinosaurs, preschool activities and friends, and why eating candy/chocolate does not equate to having had a legitimate meal. I love that curious and imaginative mind of yours. Everyday, at least 2-3x a day, you surprise me with your candor. Watching you help your sister take her shoes off, wash her hands (often without me asking), and teach her things you learned in preschool, do amazing things to Mama's heart. When I tell you that you're my buddy, I mean that through and through. I'll always be here for you, no matter where you are and how far. 

I hope you'll always continue to share with me your dreams, big or small. I know at some point there will come a time when you won't come running to me with open arms and give me one of your "super hugs," the goodbye kisses before entering preschool will disappear, and you'll want to close the door to your room more often. I can wait for those days. 

There are no words that could do justice to how Daddy and I feel about you. Just know that with each passing moment, we love you more. Even the really hard moments. Really.

Happy four years around the sun my precious Micro! May today bring with it plenty of magical and memorable moments for you. Daddy, Kaia, and I love you so much.